my stomach is in knots

because all the butterflies have died

words and emotions don’t seem true

after all the pain you’ve put me through

I’m on a cloud

I’m on my own

play dates are all i do

too naive to see through you

really emo haha just want a cute boy to drink wine with me in the shower and put things in my ass hahah i can do it on my own :( but I’m still shook about it

animalwoonz:

(via dullthought)

sad child, every heartbreak feels like it could be the first

inexperienced and

always sobbing

out of passion

in the bath in your front seat

a FaceTime at the airport

i tell myself everything is alright

because it is

but when i shrink back down to my seventeen year old self 

i fight the future i fight with you

stickers and glitter on the wall

make me feel small

my tiny body and tiny head

only want to be held

change your mind about me

change the sheets with my blood shaped heart

i made my mind up about you faster

here i am again